now what?

So he texted me today while i was at work and asked if we were ever gong to hang out again and i invited him to tgo to the beach with me this weekend seeings how i'm not going to be going camping, and then i told him i'd c him @ school ne ways b/c i want to be there by october, and he was ike u have 2 promise not to be a dick speakng in refrence to me fucking up his chances with all the girls at school and i told him im okay with it and he was like okay well i wasn't going to go to great escape today b/c i was depressed that i wouldn't c u ever again so then i was having some major issues @ wk i kept feeling like i had to vomit then i would go into these like convulsions it was scary but i'm somewhat okay nowi still get dizzy alot though. so then i am leaving wk and he left a few messages on my cell first one asking ho w work is then asking me how i feel then asking if i really am working or if i am ignoring him b/c he really wanted to talk to me i knew what it was about right away so i get home i call him and he bull shits with me then starts apologizing and saying how he regrets what he said and blah blah blah then he asked if i was willing to give him a second chance he said we got too close and too comfortable i'm not quite understanding that i have alot of talking to do with him before i really give a true answer to him but i asked him to give me a night to sleep on it and he agreed and then i told him i was jsut afraid that he was going to keep doing this to me and i wasn't going to put myself thru that and he was like well you might be better off saying no then for your own protection and i was liek well are you saying that ur going to do this to me again and he was like i dont know i'm kinda lost now i just really need to talk some things thru before i make the right decision but more than likely i'm gunna end up back with him over and over and over again no matter what and then he was like i love you really quiet and i asked him what he said and he played around a bit then said it again kinda timid about it all and i couldn't help it that made me cry but happiness i just needed to hear it so bad... i don't know what i'm doing but i do know i'm going to follow my heart on this one so we'll see what is to follow.....